Saturday, October 29, 2011
Sunday, July 3, 2011
4 Months
thats the time I have not updated this blog. or close. but whatever.
sometimes I just do not understand how some people see things.
like seriously.
Its like I'm in some different plane of dimension.
or existence, even.
Perhaps its me.
Or maybe its everybody else.
but "me" seems to be more likely.
I'm weird.
so down to the stuff that I'd been bottling up for the past few months.
*From here on everything's not in chronological order, its just me typing whatever comes to my mind.
Lets see...
well, I've been busy with Aika, among other stuff.
game's a bitch when they destroy your stuff.
but that's not relevant.
Haven't been doing much thinking lately.
Either that or I'd just dismiss the thoughts away.
I can't really remember the really important stuff.
Or I don't really have any important stuff to remember.
sometimes I wish that I have some problems to deal with.
Life's boring =\
Well there is this case of annoying people. (or person, maybe just person for now.)
Or just people without brains.
Doesn't matter.
Sometimes I think that some people are plain stupid, or just plain desperate.
I mean, randomly adding girls on facebook just because they look cute/hot/sexy/whatever floats your boat -
doesn't mean anything.
Really.
It just tells others that you'r one desperate SOB.
And having them accept your friend request doesn't mean that you'r all that popular either.
It just goes to show that they don't care who's in their friend list.
But it affects me when my "people you may know" list gets flooded by those little girls, and I can't see people who I really may know because of you, 1 person, flooding my list.
Screw you, you stupid douche.
And having that fucked-up attitude of yours?
It doesn't help at all.
You tell people that your job sucks.
That you'r going through a shitload of shit (pun intended).
That your other friends you used to be with are having a much better life than you.
That the place you'r currently in sucks.
Or in your own words, "fucked up".
But when the work comes down, you whine and gets zilch done.
Or you take forever, anyway.
Giving people attitude, showing them your temper.
You think its cool?
You think that, you'r having the shittiest time of your life?
Look around moron, you'r already having quite the cushy life.
No,
You don't see that.
You see your pathetic self, being "stressed out" by all that "fucked up work".
Not being able to comprehend just how lucky you are to be here.
Not seeing the benefits of being here.
Just seeing how you are "suffering".
When there are people in active units being screwed over like nobody's business elsewhere.
Ever realised how pathetic you are?
No, I guess you dont.
Also, slamming my bunk door to vent your anger?
Not cool.
*exhales
Well thats a load off my chest.
I really hate people like that.
Of course I have my fair share of flaws.
Like being unable to keep my mouth shut, for example.
I try my best.
I'm keeping myself in check, most of these days anyway.
I hold my tongue more.
I keep myself from getting angry.
I try not to complain...much
I try.
Sometimes I'm reminded of just how much of a flawed person I am.
Whenever I go out.
Whenever I see people with their social circle.
Whenever I hole up at home, playing my games.
Sometimes I realise just how pathetic I've been.
I could still be studying now.
I could've gotten into a better course.
I should have been more in control of my life.
Steer it in the direction I want it to go.
But there's the problem.
I don't have a direction most of the time.
Its just me, drifting along.
Wherever the waves of fate bring me.
^ Excuses.
I know.
I......try my best.
sometimes I just do not understand how some people see things.
like seriously.
Its like I'm in some different plane of dimension.
or existence, even.
Perhaps its me.
Or maybe its everybody else.
but "me" seems to be more likely.
I'm weird.
so down to the stuff that I'd been bottling up for the past few months.
*From here on everything's not in chronological order, its just me typing whatever comes to my mind.
Lets see...
well, I've been busy with Aika, among other stuff.
game's a bitch when they destroy your stuff.
but that's not relevant.
Haven't been doing much thinking lately.
Either that or I'd just dismiss the thoughts away.
I can't really remember the really important stuff.
Or I don't really have any important stuff to remember.
sometimes I wish that I have some problems to deal with.
Life's boring =\
Well there is this case of annoying people. (or person, maybe just person for now.)
Or just people without brains.
Doesn't matter.
Sometimes I think that some people are plain stupid, or just plain desperate.
I mean, randomly adding girls on facebook just because they look cute/hot/sexy/whatever floats your boat -
doesn't mean anything.
Really.
It just tells others that you'r one desperate SOB.
And having them accept your friend request doesn't mean that you'r all that popular either.
It just goes to show that they don't care who's in their friend list.
But it affects me when my "people you may know" list gets flooded by those little girls, and I can't see people who I really may know because of you, 1 person, flooding my list.
Screw you, you stupid douche.
And having that fucked-up attitude of yours?
It doesn't help at all.
You tell people that your job sucks.
That you'r going through a shitload of shit (pun intended).
That your other friends you used to be with are having a much better life than you.
That the place you'r currently in sucks.
Or in your own words, "fucked up".
But when the work comes down, you whine and gets zilch done.
Or you take forever, anyway.
Giving people attitude, showing them your temper.
You think its cool?
You think that, you'r having the shittiest time of your life?
Look around moron, you'r already having quite the cushy life.
No,
You don't see that.
You see your pathetic self, being "stressed out" by all that "fucked up work".
Not being able to comprehend just how lucky you are to be here.
Not seeing the benefits of being here.
Just seeing how you are "suffering".
When there are people in active units being screwed over like nobody's business elsewhere.
Ever realised how pathetic you are?
No, I guess you dont.
Also, slamming my bunk door to vent your anger?
Not cool.
*exhales
Well thats a load off my chest.
I really hate people like that.
Of course I have my fair share of flaws.
Like being unable to keep my mouth shut, for example.
I try my best.
I'm keeping myself in check, most of these days anyway.
I hold my tongue more.
I keep myself from getting angry.
I try not to complain...much
I try.
Sometimes I'm reminded of just how much of a flawed person I am.
Whenever I go out.
Whenever I see people with their social circle.
Whenever I hole up at home, playing my games.
Sometimes I realise just how pathetic I've been.
I could still be studying now.
I could've gotten into a better course.
I should have been more in control of my life.
Steer it in the direction I want it to go.
But there's the problem.
I don't have a direction most of the time.
Its just me, drifting along.
Wherever the waves of fate bring me.
^ Excuses.
I know.
I......try my best.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Meh.
Seeing the changes around me, I can't help but think that some things are just incomprehensible by others.
They never stop to think about the point of views of others, only about the views of themselves.
Weird.
-------EDIT----------
Adding on.
The Japan disaster.
If you do not know what i'm referring to, you must've been living under a rock.
Or something similar.
Anyways,
Japan has been repeatedly struck by disasters, both natural and man made.
Man made meaning the nuclear reactors.
Explosions, fires, all these seem to be leading to the inevitable meltdown of the reactors.
Which, once it happens, will spell a really big disaster for the people of Japan.
Not that I'm saying that the disasters they'r suffering now are not serious.
But the Japanese seem to be taking these waves of disasters quite well.
Not many cases of hysterics, looting, and general mayhem are reported.
Respect to the Japanese.
Really.
I respect the way they're reacting to the disaster.
I mean, the casualty rate is rapidly reaching 10,000 but people are not descending into madness and hysterics and letting chaos take control. (note the oxymoron).
In fact, they're taking it so well its almost as if they were trained to react to these kinds of disasters effectively and quickly.
Lets face it, if this kind of disaster happens in Singapore, we'd probably be going crazy right now.
Chaos would probably be in charge.
But then again, we've been following order all our lives.
Maybe we might be able to handle it as well as the Japanese.
But definitely not better.
We haven't experienced any sort of natural disaster of this magnitude before, after all.
Really hope that Japan would be able to recover from this quickly.
They never stop to think about the point of views of others, only about the views of themselves.
Weird.
-------EDIT----------
Adding on.
The Japan disaster.
If you do not know what i'm referring to, you must've been living under a rock.
Or something similar.
Anyways,
Japan has been repeatedly struck by disasters, both natural and man made.
Man made meaning the nuclear reactors.
Explosions, fires, all these seem to be leading to the inevitable meltdown of the reactors.
Which, once it happens, will spell a really big disaster for the people of Japan.
Not that I'm saying that the disasters they'r suffering now are not serious.
But the Japanese seem to be taking these waves of disasters quite well.
Not many cases of hysterics, looting, and general mayhem are reported.
Respect to the Japanese.
Really.
I respect the way they're reacting to the disaster.
I mean, the casualty rate is rapidly reaching 10,000 but people are not descending into madness and hysterics and letting chaos take control. (note the oxymoron).
In fact, they're taking it so well its almost as if they were trained to react to these kinds of disasters effectively and quickly.
Lets face it, if this kind of disaster happens in Singapore, we'd probably be going crazy right now.
Chaos would probably be in charge.
But then again, we've been following order all our lives.
Maybe we might be able to handle it as well as the Japanese.
But definitely not better.
We haven't experienced any sort of natural disaster of this magnitude before, after all.
Really hope that Japan would be able to recover from this quickly.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Day 2 IT Show
Nothing much, got a Armageddon A5 speakers set & 2 games cheap. - SSF4 & Quantum Theory.
Cheers.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Sunday, February 27, 2011
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